Jesus Rocked Their World

In the season of Lent, we journey toward the cross. Today, we know the significance of that journey and where it leads:  to Christ’s death on the cross and the resurrection. In this journey we understand that God gave His son for us so that we might live fully in relationship with God–be restored us in our relationship with Him.  I feel overwhelmed by that thought during this season.

But the disciples didn’t know this. As Christ moved toward the cross, his disciples only saw hints of what was to come.  They did not fully understand what was about to happen would rock their world. Shake it fully.

They knew Jesus, saw the miracles, heard his message.  Certainly they believed, if not by faith, then by sight.  But, for them, the full meaning of the journey towards the cross could only be understood in hindsight.

I wonder how they felt once they fully understood. When Jesus prayed at the Mount of Olives, His disciples followed Him and He asked them to pray.  Instead, they fell asleep.  And, later, Peter disowned Jesus.  They let Jesus down–because they felt tired or feared persecution.  They were human.

But, imagine how they felt once Jesus revealed Himself to them after His death and resurrection.  If I place myself in their shoes, I imagine that once the initial joy subsided, I would feel incredible regret.  Regret that I failed Christ in what he asked of me, in His darkest moment during His time among us.

But the beauty of the story is that, despite the disciples’ failures –disciples who knew Him and followed him during his time on Earth–Christ went to the cross for them, too. The disciples knew not only a direct relationship with Christ while he walked among them, but they were the first to be restored fully to God.  They received forgiveness and grace that must have felt incredibly tangible in the moment.

When I put myself in their shoes, I think of those moments when I have wronged someone I love deeply–my husband or children or parents or sibling.  I replay those moments, and I think of the depth of my regret, but also how intimate those conversations of restoration and forgiveness are — the opening of hearts and the pouring out of forgiveness.  Heartfelt moments–often difficult moments–like no others.  The embracing of each other when the valley that separated us closes and we have that intimate moment when grace comes rushing down.

I imagine that is how the disciples must have felt.  Tangible love, grace, and forgiveness from God.

That is the same love, grace, and forgiveness that Christ offers to all. I don’t know if it feels as tangible to me as it must have to the disciples, but it is the same.  He is present always with that love, grace, and forgiveness.  We just need to turn towards him.

So this season of Lent, as I journey to the cross, I think of how intimately the disciples knew Jesus and how He rocked their world.  It reminds me  just how tangible God is —if I will just enter into relationship with Him and let His grace pour down on me.


Posted on March 7, 2010, in Christianity, Faith, Grace and tagged , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

  1. Amen. Jesus rocked my world almost 17 years ago. And yes…even after the day I fully surrendered by life to Him, I have needed thousands of times to walk down to the cross…for mercy and love and grace for my failures, disobedience and backsliding. Grace…is something I will keep following back to till I cross to the other side.

    Let’s walk back to the cross to receive from his goodness, today and everyday.



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